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I'm really having a bad day right now, you know the feeling na your best friend is being courted already and she's entertaining the guy that's courting her. This happened to me three years ago with my two good friends, Amos and Sam. Before they were together as a couple, I remember making Sam feel bad. It's not that I don't want Sam to have a boyfriend and be happy or anything, it's just that I love Sam to death and I don't want her to get hurt at the end of the relationship. I cried during that time and Sam cried also. While we were both crying I remember her talking to me pero I was throwing tantrums at her because I'm making her feel bad. Amos and Sam were together for about two years but eventually they broke up and Sam doesn't even know why Amos broke up with her. I don't want to make hasty generalization naman kay Amos because I'm also friends with him. Anyway, whatever happened to the two of them I'm out of the story. Looking back at that time when I'm throwing tantrums at Sam and making her cry and feel bad , feeling ko I'm such a selfish person. Is it just me? I don't know. The thing is, tapos na yun and I know that Sam and Amos are both happy with their lives. Pero, parang nagkakaroon ng Déjà vu or something because last night Jam texted me and she's asking when am I free and told me that her friend, Paulo, is courting her and Jam wants us to meet the guy first before she makes any decision. The first thing that came into my mind is my situation with Sam and Amos. I wanted to cry really hard last night but I didn't, instead I listened to The Maine because they never fail to put a smile on my face. I thought about it really hard, I don't want to be selfish anymore and I want Jam to be happy even though hindi ko alam ang kalalabasan ng decision nya. I also thought about what to tell that guy the moment I meet him in person. Harsh kung harsh ang sasabihin ko, well not naman, but I just don't want him to hurt the person that's always there to make me feel good and happy. Jam is like my sister and I can't imagine my life without her. She made me loosen up and made me realize the good things about life. I love her so much and I don't wanna see her cry and get hurt.