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I promised that I'll be posting photos from Bazooka Rocks but I always forget because I've been thinking so much lately, particularly school. I just feel so bad about not taking up my major subjects right now and the fact that I can't shift this term also makes me want to cry. What makes me even more sad is the fact that I'll be delayed when it comes to graduation. I'm trying my hardest, believe me! Especially in Philisophy! I'm trying my best to absorb everything relating to philosophy including fallacies and philosophers and terms. I just want to pass this course. I love my professor, he's really great but the subject is just to much for my mind to handle. I need good grades this term as well in order to get in to Communication Arts. I need to pull my grades up! Hopefully. I just want to cry right now. Another thing to be sad about is my mom left for Malaysia, she'll be staying there for 3 weeks. I thought I was gonna be happy with her leaving us because we have bigger allowance and we have the house all to ourselves but I was wrong, I need her right now more than ever. I want to cry to her hoping that she'll understand. I don't know why I'm so unhappy right now. I have my friends with me, but I think it's not enough. Nothing is ever enough. I just wish that I can wind up everything and go back to that moment when everything just feels right and every little thing can make me happy.