It's sad when you think that your long term friends are always gonna be there for you but in the end they try to push you away. Sometimes you just feel so mad and hurt at the same time. You keep on thinking of whatever it is that went wrong between your friendship. You even try to figure out what is it that you said that drove them away. In times like this, all I want to do is curl up and cry. I feel like anxiety is coming back even though it never left. The events in my head does not even correlate most of the time.
I think too much, that's the fucking problem and I am not surrounded by a lot of people. The thought of suicide just popped in my head.
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