I'm seventeen and I still have a humongous collection of Barbie dolls that I'm not gonna get rid of.  I'm seventeen and I usually picture myself as a part of an international band doing rock and roll. I'm seventeen and I'm in college. I'm seventeen and I like to think of myself as a rebel and a unicorn. I'm seventeen and I have a mind of a twelve year old. There are a lot of things to do and things to say when you're seventeen.
What I love about being seventeen is that you are not yet entitled to anything great. I am allowed to hope. I am allowed to be a wishful thinker. I am allowed to be silly and goof off. I am allowed to do whatever I want and I can't really be judged because I'm only seventeen.
But you know what? Being seventeen does not entitle you to vote and drive. Sometimes, being seventeen makes you loose hope. When you are seventeen, you are supposed to think about your future. When you reach seventeen, you can be pressured to do this and try that. When you're seventeen, you take in so much pressure. When you're seventeen, you just want to give up.
I am seventeen and my life sucks sometimes but I know that everything can be fixed and not everything ends with a period. I'm seventeen and I will keep pushing myself to achieve whatever it is that I want to achieve. I am seventeen and I don't know if everything will work out.
I'm seventeen and I'm doing perfectly fine.

Word Vomit. Sorry, not sorry.

I'm not happy nor am I sad, but I do feel bad about things. I just want to escape from this reality or move somewhere far. I'm prolly still in shock of everything that's going on and maybe it's too much for me to handle. There's too much going on maybe just maybe...

THE LOVE QUESTIONNAIRE:

I GOT THIS FROM SOMEONE ELSE'S BLOG AND THOUGHT I MIGHT GIVE IT A TRY. I ANSWERED IT WITH ALL HONESTY, I SWEAR.

A: Who do you like and Why?

Rez Toledo, because.

B: Have you ever been in love? If yes, how many times, and how do you know it was love?

I think so? It's complicated. I was twelve years old at that time, but I know everything was real. The thing here is that I didn't know how to make good decisions back then.

C: Longest relationship you’ve ever been in, and why did it end?

I don't know :| As I have told you earlier, I'm not sure what it was.

D: Have you ever changed for someone, if yes, how?

I think so, I wanted to fit in. Changed in my attitude.


E: Pretend I’m you ex, what do you want to say to me?

Fuck you. Lol.

H: Would you date someone who’s know for cheating, if yes why?

Yes, every person deserves a chance. Maybe this time, he would change for the better.

I: What’s the most important part of a relationship?

Communication.

J: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?

I prefer flings at the moment. I'm not really ready for anything serious. I'm only sixteen.

K: When you are dating someone do you believe in going on “breaks”?

I'm not sure what that means. If it means like going to the bathroom or smoking, I guess so.

L: How many people have you ever hooked up with?

I don't know, one? back when I was twelve.

N: What age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex?

Judging from our society today, eleven.

O: Do you believe in the phrase, “Age is just a number?” Why or why not?

Yes. I like older men. Not really to the extend that he is old enough to be my father or my grand father, maybe someone who's like 4-6 years older.

P: What about “Love at first sight”? Why or why not?

No, because you can't really tell if you love that person with just one glance unless that guy is Rez Toledo.

Q: Turn on’s?

I like those from a Chinese-Filipino family, Knows how to play an instrument, Someone I can play soccer with, Taller guys, Ateneans, Fanboys, I don't want to be too specific. LOL

R: Turn off’s?

....

S: What do you consider a deal breaker?

IDK.

T: How do you know it’s time to end a relationship?

You just feel it.

U: Are you currently in a relationship? If yes, for how long? If no, how long have you been single?

No, uhhhh...............

V: Do you think people who have dated can stay friends?

If the relationship ended well, i guess.

W: Do you think people should date their friends?

That's a total go. If you both feel the same way. Just don't let your emotions get in the way of your friendship.

X: How many relationships have you had?

The official ones? None.

It's really unusual for me to answer these kinds of questions but I just did. I'm totally going to Katipunan and hunt for Rez Toledo and fucking loose my virginity to him. I'm kidding. But I have my hands down on him because he is one of those artists that made their own name. Seriously, I don't really like those singers that's living under their parent's reputation. I also like band dudes that has tattoos.